Aah! Puu!

Today i realized i slightly resent my friends... Slightly, i use lightly.. And its not all my friends.
Cause, we don't talk much since HE became my boyfriend, and at first thought its cause we get so wrapped-up in each other we forget all else. But i've realized its cause my friends don't wanna get to know HIM. They've already labelled HIM and put HIM in a mould, that they don't see HIM as i do, even remotely. They ask, "Hey, how's the Boyfriend?" but they really don't care or wanna know.. Am not the if-you-don't-like-my-man-i-hate-you typa person, but if you don't even try to get to know HIM, even if its cause you wanna know what i like or whatever, then now how's that gonna work? What's funny is, i've sat and listened to many of them talk about there significant others MANY TIMES-and didn't mind at all-jus thought i'd be able to do the same with my HIM... But cause HE ain't from 'their crew' they don't care. HE even got saved, and none of my christian buddies wanted to talk to HIM show HIM a thing or two about Jesus. Nah, they're like "why can't HE talk to so one else?" What tha Heck??!! Can't even be happy that someone has found The Lord. Maybe am overreacting (is that supposed to be one word? Yah, looks right, or not?) but i've always felt like i have to work so much harder than most to keep my friendship with 'those friends' going.. But am done, cause i care for HIM soo much more. Plus, there's only so much i can do.. so ama loose some friends, probably already have.. But hey, at least i got HIM... And my 'other' group of friends.

...this post is weird, not sure i've written it as i wish it to be interpreted.. Am not bitter or anything, jus tired and done.