:'(

CRAP, this morning had a semi fight with HIM..

Was kinda stranded this morning, and there was on where to buy credit.. So needed HIM to buy some (from where HE was) and send it to me. Told HIM to hurry or it would beat the purpose. So am sitting there in the cold (..get the visual..cold..stranded..in the morning..7AM.. uh-huh, i want you to side with me) Then HE calls to say he just got dressed.. asking me why am giving HIM orders like that.... WHAT THA HELL??!! When my phone vibrated i thought he was calling to ask if i had gotten the credit HE was to send... Your dressed???!!! Really? GOOD FOR YOU... So am i.. PUNK!! Askin me why am giving him orders...WHAT THA FREAKING HELL????!!! Amid my emegency you want me to go like "Morning Babe, how'd you sleep? was wondering if you could please..." GO HANG!!!! Needed something done, needed you to say if can do it, if not i look for someone who can.

So am mad cause now HE's all hyper-sensitive and I STILL DON'T HAVE CREDIT!!!! But i hear some STUPID mushy song on the radio..and i wanna talk to HIM (stupid stupid).. So i EVENTUALLY get credit and call HIM.. Wanna say morning nicely, ask how HE's doing..maybe squeeze in that HE needs to ralax with the sensitivity..

But no..

HE's still all touchy touchy..YUCK!!
So we argue AGAIN-number two and a half, and i haven't even reached the office yet..i don't need this...neither does HE (kinda)
"..your not listening.."
"i am. am just trying to say.."
"no. but i think..."

I hang up..

Am pissed, but this is all so STUPID!!

Five minutes later i find my hands picking up my phone (i swear they were possesed) and my thumd begins to work...
"..don't wanna fight"
SEND

..i HATE this disease i caught.. i hate this feeling that follows me around...don't wanna LOVE no more!!!
...its crushing my pride!!!


...mushy song on the radio again...AM NOT GONNA CALL HIM AM NOT GONNA CALL HIM NOT GONNA..