...i like girls.. hehe.. like saying that, makes me happy.

I HAD A LESBIAN DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
....ABOUT A GIRL I KNEW!!!!!!!!!!!!
What's even stranger in that this girl and i don't speak, we aren't friends, we don't cross path IN ANY WAY!!!! In Any Way!!! So lately i've been...lemmi call it 'noticeing' girls lately.. And if was to have a 'type' they'd be the 'african exotic' type.. Rwandese, Ethopian.. ETHOPIAN, Tanzanian.. typa girls.. Real Weird!!!
I even sort of.. kinda.. flirted with a certain young damsel, turns out am good at it.... hehehehe... twas weird cause at first she thought i was just making conversation, the i think she put it together...
Now nothing happened.... But twas COOL!!!
And i probably will never see her again, which makes it even cooler!!!
Oh yah.. back to my DREAM.... So i did things she did things, and it felt sooo real!!!!!!! The i woke up in a panic.. Couldn't decide if it was a nightmare or a dream... still can't decide.

:)

Well.. today am jus blogging cause am at work and there is net... i don't TECHNICALLY have much to say...
Am gonna stop with the disclaimers before my blogs now!!!
am drawing the Norfolk Towers, on Archicad (some architectural program..) a biulding that was biult in about 1977.. Why? I don't know.. was told to and they paying me (YAAAAAAY!!!) so i agreed.

OMG!!! (that still makes me happy..OMG!!) Yesterday i went to a site of an on going project... at 5pm... with an architect.... in his car.. to a project he was doing on the side.... Hehe. This after my mum warned me not to do that, cause men are.. well... Men!!! Twas weird, i was freaking out.. But i wasn't cause this dude's alright, he's still a dude. Eeeenyhoooo (cause this story is lame) he let me drive.. YAAAY!!.. and i got home safe, and my boyfriend made noise for me about safety.. but its cool. Dinner last night was NYAMMY!!!!!

Am having one of those days!!!!

Am having a strange day...... Am at work but am enjoying it today (work at an architecture firm, its not too bad) Todays strange cause i find myself wanting to do things, say things..... i want my boyfriend, so that we can get naughty, i wanna flirt with that chic with the nice shoes..and eyes.. i wanna go out tonight and LIGHT IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA!!!!!!! But i keep stopping to think what if... And now am wondering why i hesitate... and its cause am scarrred about what people are gonna think.. say.. okay the people around me, 'friends' and the like.... But honestly today SCREW THAT!!!!!! cause I WANNA!!!!!!!! My logic? um.. well they isnt any. But honestly we USED to be friends, now hardly. we don't talk, but its okay this isnt a boohoo-kinda-post. you don't miss me much nor i... so don't be giving me pep talks about how am off track and things.... WE AINT THAT TIGHT!!! Bana si i've gone of topic.. but i don't know what i was originally trying to get across..

...i had just read a blog of a friend about her sexapades, and i felt A JEALOUSY (uh-huh just one.. hahaha!) but unlike the other commenting folk who were jelous that she got her plenty of good SOME, i was jealous of the fact that she could jus write about it with out hesitation, much editing or inhibitions... Even that I WANNA!!! i wanna write about whatever it is after all MY BLOG!!!!