Diary Entry

2nd year Architecture SUCKS!!!!! Loadsa Work!! But at least tha projects be intresting.

WENT TO A STRIP CLUB!!! With actual naked women..OMG!!! Its shockin at first, then slides into boring, then GROSS! But hey, they makin paper, huh? :\

Get blazed at least, twice a week now.. Mari and her friend Juana, and maybe a shoot or two.
HE really hates this..

Had wild, rough sex...NYAM!!!!! Have to do that again...

Nursed my FIRST HANGOVER EVER, this Saturday. Ouch!!

Have a New COOL Roomate!! She Rocks!!!!

Want anaa tatoo..

Ok.. Sina Mambo! The END!! (...real cool ALBUM!!)

HE's Back!!! :)

Am in Studio, starting the trans-nighting for today.

And, i have HIM back...!! I have HIM back.

We was always fussing and fighting... Coza this.. Coza that.. EVERY-DAMN-DAY WE FIGHTING!!! Cause HE all irritated by Kenya (..nope, HE ain't Kenyan...) HE has some VERY SERIOUS homesickness. :( ...but HE's BACK!!! Woop! Back to the man i find easy to love... Cause even this past month or so... Its been hard.. Hard to Love HIM, but turns out, you can't turn that shit on and off..hihi!

Not sayin i'll bail when 'thing R thick' jus saying... You know, errbody enjoys the times when its easy.

My Classmates and i.. Love randomNess.. No.. We THRIVE on it!! Random Pizza, Random Roadtrip, Random Detour... Today we RANDOMLY decide to DONATE BLOOD!!!!

Hehe.. And i roll'd last week.. And haven't eaten the whole day.. BUT AM STILL STANDING.... for now.

..ama be that typa girl, as well as that typa girl.

Just heard 'the boys' talk of a time before HE was 'mine' ...a time when HE used to curse, listen to only Lil' Wayne, and dress all G-Dawg-Gansta....

At that time HE saw a fly mama and said how HE'd like to "...bend that over...."
..i laughed, but was shocked also. Cause the HIM i know, my HIM wouldn't say that.. Then started getting sad.. Cause.. You know... Didn't wanna be the girl who totally changes HIM.. And HE wants to bend who over?!

HIS boy says i sucked the life out of HIM...

I snap outta my almost mopping, remind HIM who HE want to 'bend over' ...and my response was..
"But you enjoyed it..?!"

Shit Of a Wednesday!!

Its 8months today.. But feels like TWO years.. Am having a SHIT of a day!!!! And HE's the one who nini's anniversaries.. Thus thought HE'd make me a bit happier... Am having problems with where i stay, so woke up to that... Then am BROKE AS HELL... I get to class (...finally..) and HE's all moody touchy touchy... YUCK!! So RM tells HIM about the crap we getting... And HE starts MAKING NOISE FOR ME!!! WTF??! Saying its apparently unfair that i assumed (i say gathered) HE's in a bad mood nyof nyof...! WTF?? Nigga, i gatst things on my mind, and you wanna add your BS?!!! HE's supposed to make me feel better... But No!! HE's always so damn combative when i approach HIM, then HE wonders why its so damn hard for me to talk to HIM when sumn buggin me.. DUDES ARE DUMB!! Every time am bugg'd HE focuses on that i find it hard to talk... But HE's not talk-to-like.. At least in the moment am bugg'd! I HATE THIS!! Dunno how to make HIM understand.

This post shoulda been before 'Gagets N Designers... That's how it happened..

WOOP!!! Went out last Thursday.. Wait this Thursday.. No, last Thursday.... Did some preliminary preparations, smoked a bit.. Sip! Sip here. So by the time was at the club was already laughing histerically and was all wobbly and giddy. Every jam was MY jam!!! AND I DANCED!!! Danced to EVERY song, the whole night... was one sip away from dancing on the table... FUNTIMES!!! Yes, indeed!!

Altho, me ain't no drankard, but today was just 'girl gone wild' But was stupidly drinking Reds, and only 3 cans was enough to get me hiiiigh!! WOOP!!

Not dancing for the next year...

But at least, NO HANGOVER!!! Again, this Thursday-maybe even tomorrow.

GaGets & DeSiGNeRs.

Inadequecies... Seem to be pointed out a lot lately... We hang together, but HE and her, my close friend(let's call her RM) So anyway, there somethings am not interested in.. Gagets (Computes, iPods etc) & Designers(Gucci, Bvlgari, Givenchy etc) Not that am absolutely ignorant in those sectors, am just not intrested-so the nitty gritty i don't know. HE and RM are well vast in those areas, an thus have discussions and excitement over such stuff. Me, myself, i just sit quietly, going "ooh" "aaah" "mmhm" when appropriate. And i end up feeling like, if there was to be, a 'modern day miss-independent HouseWife' ....IT SUCKS!!! Feel stupid, and inadequate at THOSE MOMENTS!! YUCK, I HATE IT!!!! I wanna cry, then that makes me feel even DuMber... Esp. cause AM NOT!!! But it always happens like that...in those moments.

Title.. Urrm.. Dunno

Was facebooking.. And realiz'd i don't talk to 92% of the peep... So was 'removing friends' but didn't finish... Cause well.. Its mean.. And too long a process, i got bored. But i've lost loadsa friends.. My fault..i think. Maybe theirs. Dunno what to do..

Latest UHONDO!! Hihi!

Hope 'uhondo' means what i hope it means.

Well.. School open'd.. [and haven't finished my assignment, and am in bed]
Went to Boyfie's house on Wednesday-slept over....NYAM!!!! We fought at some point... A big fight-tears, screaming, the works! Hate when we fight, its exhausting. So missed out on 'its-almost-morning-sex' But its cool, Boyfie more than made up for the fight... Mmmmhmm!!

Haven't gone out much, only some random Thursday, but the Boyfriend wasn't around.. So dudes were acting all groopy-really uncomfortable. Some nigga spank'd me, and blamed alchohol..YUCK!! Then i wanna dance.. This my jam.. I wanna dance BY MYSELF!!! But niggas wanna grind... And they be FREAKING HARD..pressing there DISGUSTING throbbing tool all up in my space. MOVE OFF PUNK!! So i REALLY miss'd HIM then!!!
My roomie has a THICK BLUNT, we need to smoke...haven't gotten high in A WHILE!! Then, i went to Lé Toi, (hihi) FINALLY added one more pair of SKINNIES to my wardrobe..YAAAY! Also bought the cutest brown rastafarie (sp?) hat! :) But i had to leave behind the SEXIEST ANKLE BOOTS, cause didn't have enough money. Boyfie said we COULD MAYBE MIGHT go back for them, split the cost... Fingers Cross'd!!
...boyfie sounds shady...hihi! Think ama go back to 'HE'

WE MOVED HOUSE!!! I NOW LIVE IN ATHI RIVER!!! In a big, unfinished house... FUN TIMES!! And all our stuff's in boxes, cause ma papz wants to put floor tiles, then wardrobes.. I like the house!! We ALL like the house!

I've lost my POOCH!!! Finally, diligently did sit-ups.. And then bought a SEXY COSTUME to show off my LACK OF a pooch. Then they say 'El Nino' .. :( But i've lost weight...SUCKS....haven't been eating too well. Wanna add alittle more.. Fill out my clothes!!
..oh, am back at the Hostel... Big Woop!
THE END!!