Am having a strange day...... Am at work but am enjoying it today (work at an architecture firm, its not too bad) Todays strange cause i find myself wanting to do things, say things..... i want my boyfriend, so that we can get naughty, i wanna flirt with that chic with the nice shoes..and eyes.. i wanna go out tonight and LIGHT IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA!!!!!!! But i keep stopping to think what if... And now am wondering why i hesitate... and its cause am scarrred about what people are gonna think.. say.. okay the people around me, 'friends' and the like.... But honestly today SCREW THAT!!!!!! cause I WANNA!!!!!!!! My logic? um.. well they isnt any. But honestly we USED to be friends, now hardly. we don't talk, but its okay this isnt a boohoo-kinda-post. you don't miss me much nor i... so don't be giving me pep talks about how am off track and things.... WE AINT THAT TIGHT!!! Bana si i've gone of topic.. but i don't know what i was originally trying to get across..
...i had just read a blog of a friend about her sexapades, and i felt A JEALOUSY (uh-huh just one.. hahaha!) but unlike the other commenting folk who were jelous that she got her plenty of good SOME, i was jealous of the fact that she could jus write about it with out hesitation, much editing or inhibitions... Even that I WANNA!!! i wanna write about whatever it is after all MY BLOG!!!!
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