Its a random thursday.... and i feel how i did when i was 17... SAD, for NO particular REASON. 17 was my all time low (thus far).... was also the year i took approx. 20pills... obviously today isn't that bad... Jus coming and going-making sure to keep busy..
Just read a blog where someone wanted to write a letter to their past self.. what would i say???
RUN, BITCH!!! RUN!!
Ok, i don't totaly HATE who i am or who am becoming... i just don't like some aspects...
Looking back, 17-year-old-depressed-me thought 20-year-old-me would be a better person...
Maybe shoulda taken a few more pills... think then i was the best version of myself... or at least heading there.
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A few more pills? Maybe but I like the latest post on that blog you were mentioning, it has a note from an elderly woman who was outlining some rules to live by and one I like alot was;
ReplyDelete- Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now. -
So quit whining and hop to it :)
yeah, check it out.
ReplyDeletewe all know how it feels to be down in the dumps. hope it makes you feel better.
we still have the rest of our lives ahead of us... (i'm giving myself the same lecture)
-make peace with the past so it doesn't screw up the present.-
....stole that blog for the old lady :) thanx, good lessons from someone who has lived it... Mbithi am done whining...
ReplyDeletekahawa, the lectures we give ourselves are the hardest o follow up.... but we still try..