1.5.09

Boyfriend... Not a title, but his Job Description..hehe!

I've tried, i really have. Tried NOT to write about Him, cause... well.. PRIDE!! (i've got too much) But am done trying... He's in my head, and can't seem to get Him out, no matter how hard i fight it. (think ama stop fighting..maybe) I miss Him.. Saw Him yesterday... =( Spoke about 4hrs ago.. Even though i was napping, that's to long.
Is it the 'Real Thing'?! To Him Uh-huh. Me? I have my moments... When i think it could go somewhere, other times am not too sure. But i Like Him.. A lot!! LOVE?? I don't know. That is hard to come across. And i, myself, me personally have not let society diminish the meaning of LOVE.. So will not hold on to a fleeting 'i love you, babe' But are His words fleeting?? I honestly, don't know... Even if he meant that, i will not jus fall for a man based on His words (except for Jesus...) no matter how genuine. Regardless of my Pride and the Fight am putting up, He's managing to reel me in... Into His Arms....and there it all goes away.

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