ramblings....!!!!!!!

..well life as i know it is quite wonderful. I is really enjoying it. The past year has been life-changing! Now, don't think that some thing of catastrophic scales occurred...has been small, still, deep changes. That were all the same life-changing. not even necessarily even physical change, although am starting to gain my weight back (YAY!!!) but this the typa change i FEEL more than you SEE!!! In fact, we'd need to hand quite a bit for you to see it, and even then ain't making any promises. But am laying the final stones of my foundation...

And with this change, it seems comes upheaval of previous systems... Like i have gradually dropped about 94% of my friends, am not sure about my opinion on Church and all the religious bureaucracies and expectations that come with it... it seems too HYPOCRITICAL and unnecessary, as human beings we have tried to fit God in a box we have measured and seen we can handle. We have added so much to Him, and in doing so have taken away from His majesty, which He already simplified. Cause He knew we are to simple minded to fully understand Him (or maybe cause he knew He was to complex 2B understood or quantified) ...anyway that's an opinion still in the fortifying... so feel free to tell me yours.

I am also on the constant, unsatisfiable search to experience EVERYTHING!!!!!! ALL BOOKS. ALL COLOURS. ALL MUSIC. ALL ARCHITECTURE. ALL THEORIES;physical, biological, illogical. ALL TEMPERAMENTS. ALL CLOTHES. ALL POSITIONS... EVERYTHING!!! So if you come across something interesting...
am currently on the Paulo Coelo tip, with 'Brida' then 'By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept'


Plus.....VERY WONDERFULLY i began to write again. was worried for a bit that would not be able to get back to it...